I spin myself around And hear the things you'd say When you watch me leave Why have a seat at the table If I'm sticking around To watch you eat? I almost forgot what I looked like Till I saw you playing with yourself online And in your hand, I know You're dying to see me again Oh, do you see me in the video? Oh, I worked for all of it Oh, I'm so tired of pretending I don't know a single thing about you And I'm not going to act like I won a high When I come down, do you want me to be a victim? 'Cause I saw us in the video If I could write a pop song I'd get you to steer in my direction In a heartbeat, I'd be your princess I'd get you to start chasing after me Like it was already in your head In a heartbeat, I'd be your princess I almost forgot what I looked like Till that girl in the porno felt familiar In a heartbeat, I'd be your princess And through the screen, I can see Why he doesn't reciprocate 'Cause I saw us in the video Oh, I worked for all of it Oh, I'm so tired of pretending I don't know a single thing about you And I'm not going to act like I want a high When I come down, do you want me to be a victim? 'Cause I saw us in the video These days, I always lie to you When you watch me dance, you say It's fair and I feel the same Boy, I'm so tired of trying To make you change your mind All I want you to do is chase me All I want you to do is chase me All I want you to do is chase me All I want you to do is chase me 'Cause I saw us in the video Oh, I worked for all of it Oh, I'm so tired of pretendin' I don't know a single thing about you And I'm not going to act like I won a high When I come down, do you want me to be your victim? 'Cause I saw us in the video I was on the couch, I felt him on me He was sweeter than honey Wasted on the floor And in my mouth Before I could spit out anything Waited till the night was over I could watch him try to indulge me Maybe, for a change, somebody else Could make me feel like I'm nothing All I want you to do is chase me All I want you to do is chase me All I want you to do is chase me All I want you to do is chase me You tell me in your sleep You lied to me, I'm not getting any prettier And I can't bring myself to tell them You woke up with an arm gone missing I almost forgot what I looked like Till I felt you moving around inside of me And through the screen, it kills me to know All the lengths I'd go Do you see me in the video?