How can I forgive you, my son? It is too much hard! It is too much hard! I come from the darkness of eternal nights Like a hungry dragon in hell I'm the worst of the knights I grew up stealing and disgracing Completely rejected and cursed In every reborn life, I was smarter Fresh meat and sweet blood of virgins How can I forgive you, my son? It is too much hard! It is too much hard! I created my shadows Hating kind words and good gestures Every nice bud or blossom Torn apart in green meadows By my hands They were deflowered and dead I'm in chains They tortured me! I'm mad In the garden of God, they won't sleep! As my slaves in hell They will never be free! How can I forgive you, my son? It is too much hard! It is too much hard! I'm in chains on a stone burning in flames Like all monsters Paying for their crimes in the caves And all those spectral young virgins Around me, are singing sacred hymns But the power of that flower on the cliff It's my scary secret, and I feel no relief How can I forgive you, my son? It is too much hard! It is too much hard! I can hear that sentence For a million times again and again At the end of every song from the virgins Awful sounds are consuming my brain Caught in flames, blind and mad He's a devilment He can't see his own point of enlightenment One day he'll be open to his consciousness His freedom depends on forgiveness For the first time, I'm afraid How can I have a heart? How can I beg for your pardon, my mom? It's so hard! How can I forgive you, my son? It is too much hard! It is too much hard!