Been searching everywhere, losing track of time Built these walls up high, thought I'd be just fine Everything was picture perfect in my head But now I'm free falling instead Walking straight into the darkest part of me Where nothing ever changes, where I can't break free They say we got it all figured out Steady like the stars above the clouds But here I am alone in my room Mind's a mess, and I'm coming undone Is it too late to rewrite my story? Can't go back to living fairytales no more Don't wait up for me, I won't make it home 'Cause I'm just gonna make your heart break And everything feels too late The choices that I made shaped who I am It's whatever now, I learned to live with This loneliness in my veins (In my veins) Ripped pages on my bedroom floor (What am I living for?) Fragments of who I used to be Drawing lines that I can't cross Lost in spaces where I belong They say we got it all figured out But here I am alone in my room Mind's a mess, and I'm coming undone Is it too late to rewrite my story? Can't go back to living fairytales no more Don't wait up for me, I won't make it home 'Cause I'm just gonna make your heart break And everything feels too late The choices that I made shaped who I am It's whatever now, I learned to live with This loneliness in my veins (In my veins) Paper stories burning down Watch them fade into the ground This is me now, can't turn back time Living with these scars of mine These scars of mine