Jazmine: Mom Mom: What's the matter Jaz? Jazmine: He did it again. He hit me. I can't take this anymore. Mom: He did what? Calm down ok. Calm down. Jazmine: Ima kill him. Mom: Listen to me… Jazmine: Ima kill him. I know Ima kill him. Mom: Listen to me, get your stuff and come home. Jazmine: I can't come home. Ima kill him. Ima do it. (1st Verse) I'm sitting contemplating is it worth it should I take it Take that shot and change my life Get that glock and take his life Hospitals and bloody noses this would end all obstacles that I could leave. Knowing I can't leave so it's either him or me (Pre-Chorus) Cause he gon' kill me if I stay I know Gon' kill me, he cant change I know from the first time that he did it made a promise that he'd quit it (shit) God it's so much worse don't wanna end up in a hearse I guess I gotta do it first yes I gotta do it first (Chorus) I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin' but where to go cops I hear them comin' and if they catch me I still ain't sorry If that was wrong just call me guilty Cause if you knew what he did to me I know I would get your sympathy So if they catch me I still ain't sorry Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty. (2nd Verse) I did it Pulled the trigger It wasn't so hard go figure. Before I did it I said This was for all the blood I shed. For all the women who go through this shit. Can't think of what to do, this shit done tore 'em up inside and out. Who's still tryna get out. (Pre-Chorus) He gon' kill you if you stay I know I've been through this, oh yes I know I know he promised that he'd quit it If you believe him girl forget it (shit) You know I'm right Don't wanna see him take your life And it will only just get worse That's why I had to do it first. (Chorus) I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin' but where to go cops I hear them comin' and if they catch me I still ain't sorry If that was wrong just call me guilty Cause if you knew what he did to me I know I would get your sympathy So if they catch me I still ain't sorry Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty. Bridge: There's so much blood I grabbed my stuff But before I could leave the cops busted in. (You have the right to remain silent) No, I have the right to stay alive. But guess what, I'd do it again. He would have killed me (just) Before I killed him. It would have been him up in this building. It would have been him faking tears. But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here, hey yeah. (Chorus) I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin' but where to go cops I hear them comin' and if they catch me I still ain't sorry If that was wrong just call me guilty Cause if you knew what he did to me I know I would get your sympathy So if they catch me I still ain't sorry Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty