Split in two, I wear both names Whispers loud, but no one blames Cracks beneath a painted grin I let the monsters breathe within Pull me close, then pull apart Every touch redraws the start I'm within me, I'm without me All the mirrors twist around me Feel the riot in my chest Still pretending it's all blessed I'm within me, I'm without me All the chaos moving through me Break the rhythm, break the spell But I still dance inside my hell Every lie I loved too well Built the maze in which I dwell I'm within me, I'm without me All the chaos lives inside my head Burn the map and start again But I still wear my shadow's name