Once I was a dreamer with love in my heart I believed in forever right from the start But then I met you and my world fell apart You broke my heart into pieces and tore me apart So I gave up on love I gave up on life I gave up on everything, even on myself I succumbed to the pain and the hopelessness I went so deep into the darkness I lost myself I used to be happy, but now I'm just sad I used to be strong, but now I'm just weak I used to be alive, but now I'm just dead I'm a shell of my former self, a broken record So I gave up on love I gave up on life I gave up on everything, even on myself I succumbed to the pain and the hopelessness I went so deep into the darkness I lost myself I don't know how to find my way back I don't know how to fix my broken heart I'm lost and alone and I'm afraid I'm afraid of the future I'm afraid of myself So I gave up on love I gave up on life I gave up on everything, even on myself I succumbed to the pain and the hopelessness I went so deep into the darkness I lost myself So I gave up on love I gave up on life I gave up on everything, even on myself I succumbed to the pain and the hopelessness I went so deep into the darkness I lost myself I'm lost I'm alone, I'm alone I'm afraid I'm I'm I'm nothing, I'm nothing