I'm here Hard as a rock Ripped apart inside And she She don’t even see me I'm here Hard, aching, alive Wishing for touch But all I get is cold She moaned for strangers Opened her body for coins But for me? The man who stayed? She slammed the doors She gave her moans for money But my love? She buried it in silence I'm fucking alive! Hard, alone, bleeding inside! She sold her skin to the night But I was here Begging for light I'm alive I'm bleeding But I'm still alive She doesn’t deserve my sweat My hands My love I swallowed a thousand times It was never about sex It was about giving It was about daring to love Who never dared to love back She gave her screams for paper I gave my soul for nothing I'm fucking alive! Hard, alone, bleeding inside! She sold her moans to shadows – But I stayed I stayed I'm alive Still bleeding Still alive I won’t beg for scraps I won’t die with my soul unseen I won’t sleep another night with my heart unloved I'm burning I'm fucking burning I'm alive! Not for her Not for ghosts For me Alive and bleeding Alive and screaming Alive Alive She didn’t see me Now she’ll never see me again