Random thoughts break into me The more I fight, the less I'm free Amidst this fog I try to breathe There is no respite lying here This waking sensation persists Reality weights down on me The fire rises from my feet Bitter liquid reverie I lost the track of all the times That I counted petals On this raft against the tides All this bouncing broadens every night The chains that lock me tighten up Restriction lurks in the shadows His eyes are laughing at my vain Attemps to stand up and break free And I lost track of all the times That I pictured emptiness The smoke around me burns my eyes As this flaking worsens every night In the silence All I hear is mistery No quick fix Would take away this agony On my body He paints his fingers, legs and face Now you all can see him here Printed all over I lost track of all the times That I tried to soothe it Now he's sitting by my side And his eyes say: I'll come back at night