I haven't seen too many years But I have feared and I have loved I've fallen through the sky without a parachute and died And then gone back again to jump I've walked along the highway at midnight Cried head inside my hands I did beg of you to pull me out the fire And came out on my own and singing like a man Not a single scar left on my heart Was left there by an enemy Just old familiar stories and precious things that All got the very best of me When tanner fell, I learned what it feels like What it's like to fear the phone But if he hadn't left a big dent in that roof I don't believe that anybody could have known I've surely come a long way since eighteen But some part of me stayed locked in that car And now I often wonder if I ask that kid now "Are you proud of who we are?" If I sat him down and told him all these stories All the worse and all the better Would he want everything I have loved and I have lost Would he still go and get them sunflowers and leather? Would you like who I am now? Now that I'm a little older Now that Georgia got colder Now that I am on the run Did I hold to every promise? Did I do it all for love? Did I go and make you proud here? Will I ever do enough? Oh