The second you come home, there's someone home I put my pillows on the floor I like my ladies like I like my men Not existing anymore And I feel like I want myself And I feel like I'm someone else And I feel like I want myself Like it's real Like it's no one else I cry when I masturbate (yeah-yeah) I cry when I masturbate (yeah-yeah) I wanna take me on a second date (yeah-yeah) I cry when I masturbate (yeah-yeah) I try to reach inside for something else He shakes my hand and says goodbye You wanna connect I try to look you in the eyes But I can only look at one at one at a time And I feel like I trust myself And I feel like I'm someone else And I feel like I'm just myself But it's real when I'm someone else I cry when I masturbate (yeah-yeah) I cry when I masturbate (yeah-yeah) I wanna take me on a second date (yeah-yeah) I cry when I masturbate (oh) I cry when I masturbate I cry when I masturbate I wanna take me on a second date I cry when I masturbate