My every dream makes into a black balloon And I just leave them laying here to fill the room I'm careful, don't want to break them But it's hard I wish to tell you how I slept through all my life Waiting for letters that will make me back and leave I couldn't do this anyway, but I'm too proud to admit it Though and trust me in saying, "Now, I'll be okay, now I'll be okay, 'cause it's nobody's fault" It's just that I'm scared I'm still not quite there Still not quite there I eat my everyday without a pinch of spice I keep my head down so I don't look at the blooms (?) I got nothing to lose, but What about my heart? What about my heart? Heart [x6] Though and trust me in saying, "Now, I'll be okay, now I'll be okay, 'cause it's nobody's fault" It's just that I'm scared I'm still not quite there And it all falls on my head again All falls on my head again All falls on my... And it all falls on my head again All falls on my head again Isn't that the best excuse? I'm not admissive (?) 'cause it's how I chose to live I'm not predaceous (sp?), have not guts to choose again It could all change in the blink of an eye But that's the reason why it will never change Though and trust me in saying, "I'll be okay, now I'll be okay, 'cause it's nobody's fault" It's just that I'm scared I'm always so scared of flying All falls on my... And it all falls on my head again All falls on my head again All falls on my... On my head...