I get angry Got my hands in my hair I'm frustrated Is it all in my head? Somebody made it up If I wait here And don't walk down the street I should stay here For a while And maybe you'll show up Close my eyes and I see your face Holding on to things that you said Ease the pain in my heart Tell me you're not that far I don't wanna go back home without you I don't wanna open the door How am I supposed to live without you When I don't even know me anymore And I don't wanna know I wanna keep my old habits I'll make it up I'll imagine I just wanna keep my old habits Gotta hold on to my sanity In this cruel world Just give me some clarity I'm tryna breathe Breathe Close my eyes and I see your face Holding on to things that you said Ease the pain in my heart Tell me you're not that far I don't wanna go back home without you I don't wanna open the door How am I supposed to live without you When I don't even know me anymore And I don't wanna know I wanna keep my old habits I'll make it up I'll imagine I just wanna keep my old habits