Why does everything you say Make my stomach twist in knots? Why is your name the loudest part Of all of my obsessive thoughts? You push me away, then circle back And look for me between your doubts Of everything you never said But wanted me to cry about Why is every day Another chance for me to worship you? But then turns into being scared of the next thing That your mouth will do Twist the knife between my ribs when you Send me pictures from his place Please turn around and walk away So I can fall apart with grace When all your pretty distractions wear off I hope I confuse the hell out of you When it's quiet at night and you're in his bed I hope you hear me screaming at you Break my heart if you're so sure and quit Making me question everything Look at me with those pretty blue eyes and tell me it Never meant anything Why does everything you do Make me feel bad about who I am? Look at you trying so hard to convince us both You don't give a damn I can't tell if you're scared of love Knowing how much I could hurt you Or if you never cared at all, knowing I'd never be Someone you knew When all your pretty distractions wear off I hope I confuse the hell out of you When it's quiet at night, and you're in his bed I hope you hear me screaming at you Break my heart if you're so sure and quit Making me question everything Look at me with those pretty blue eyes and tell me it Never meant anything You're the magician, smoke and mirrors Dancing up high while I crash below I'm the lover, deep and dark Lost and drowning in your undertow Give me your darkness, your chaos, your scars I want the same air you breathe, twisted and ours You be the altar and I'll be the sacrifice When all your pretty distractions wear off I hope I confuse the hell out of you When it's quiet at night, and you're in his bed I hope you hear me screaming at you Break my heart if you're so sure and quit Making me question everything Look at me with those pretty blue eyes and tell me it Never meant anything Break my heart if you're so sure and Quit making me question everything Look at me with those pretty blue eyes And tell me it never meant anything Did it ever mean anything