I found myself today Trapped in this bed My hands tied, feet tied A hole in my head Nothing left inside my brain I don't even know my name I feel, I see, I smell This is my living hell What did I do, why am I here No answers What would you do, When all you knew is dead and gone? You look around What you see makes no sense Feeling strange You realize, you had a total blackout! I am still lying on this plank bed here My inner self filled up with fear A spark of memories Becomes a flame A syringe needle in my vein Three tubes - liquid - that hose The end seems very close I woke up for my own execution I can't believe that I will soon be dead and gone The drugs work, make me weak Make me dead Feeling tired I realize, I'll have a total blackout!