Don’t know quite yet just who I wanna be Impregnated with lies surmise deceit Caught between the lust of want and need If loneliness is loss then I'm defeated Searching for something to keep me safe I tried to trust, I'm scared I'm losing faith So I forced myself into places I can’t fit I couldn’t bare the pain of abandonment Trying to find the words to say Feeling myself slip away So just slow it down The pieces sometimes don’t fit right But life’s too short to give up tryin' There’s no doubt That God might be the sadist type but There’s no use in lettin' in get ya down I know I’ll come around Keep thinking of the better days I’ve seen This state of mind, it’s easier to breathe Finding if I'm stable now or fleeting Homes not a place it’s just a state of being And though I might just slip away I'm trying to find a reason to stay So just slow it down The pieces sometimes don’t fit right But life’s too short to give up tryin' There’s no doubt That God might be the sadist type but There’s no use in lettin' in get ya down I know I’ll come around I know I’ll come around I know I’ll come around