Insecurities Keep bouncin' ‘round my head, they’re stalking me They’re sticking to my skin like Vaseline And no one knows And no one knows The higher that I go The harder that I fall on broken bones I'm going through withdrawals when no one's home Nobody's there I'm fucking scared But I'm getting so used to this feeling Doing everything but healing Wish I could stop the bleeding (It seems that) I do it to myself I do it to myself I do it to myself The more I have, the worse it gets Kick me when I'm weak And feed these masochistic tendencies All my trauma soaked in gasoline So no one knows Yeah, no one knows I'm scared to take a break Scared to give myself time to think Shut up, I don't wanna hear a thing Fuck you, I don't wanna hear a thing No, I don't wanna die again But I don't wanna catch my breath When I stop, the wheels start falling off But I'm getting so used to this feeling Doing everything but healing Wish I could stop the bleeding (It seems that) I do it to myself I do it to myself I do it to myself The more I have, the worse it gets I do it to myself I do it to myself I do it to myself The more I have, the worse it gets