(Don't tell me to move on from what God chose to use) Don't expect me to just let it go Like it was nothing, like it didn't shape my soul Some pain doesn't pass through quick It gets written where the marrow lies You call it a season, call it a test But He placed His heart into my chest This wasn't trauma left untreated This was sorrow consecrated Oh, you say time heals everything But God heals deeper than relief Some wounds don't just close They teach you how to breathe Don't expect me to move on From what God engraved in my bones He took the weight of His own sorrow And made it part of my heart This wasn't bitterness I learned to keep It was wisdom brought out of the flame If I carry sorrow in my body now It's because Heaven marked me with its pain They say forgiveness looks like silence Looks like smiling through the loss But Jesus still bears the scars Even after He rose So I won't rush the healing Or bury what made me whole Some things God doesn't erase He integrates into the soul You call it holding on too long I call it honoring the truth If God remembers suffering Why should I pretend He didn't move? Don't expect me to move on From what God engraved in my bones He took the weight of His own sorrow And made it part of my heart This wasn't bitterness I learned to keep It was wisdom brought out of the flame If I carry sorrow in my body now It's because Heaven marked me with its pain I'm not stuck in the past I'm standing on what He produced Some of you heal by forgetting Swept the truth under rugs Calling avoidance peace While wounds learn silence I heal by remembering with God That's the difference between wounds that chain you And wounds that commission you So don't ask me to let it go God used it to bring me low Into sharing His sorrows I speak from a healed scar If sorrow taught me how to love deeper How to carry weight without shame Then what you call not moving on Is just me walking forward unashamed And not the same There is a kind of suffering That doesn't destroy you It completes something It serves something beyond you (Some pain fills) Some pain fills what was missing For the sake of His body