I forgot how I did this before When I was alone But now when I feel myself crumbling down I don't know why I choose to ignore any signs of any life Hide away from a hint of light Keep myself locked in my room I won't let you see me Like this, I'm such a mess tonight I hate the fact that I see you when I close my eyes Oh, and when I'm thinking in the back seat I count the birds that pass by to distract me From you and from everything That's kept my world black and white But I know I'm still growing up I still have time, everything is enough But I forgot how I did this before, when I was alone Now when I feel myself crumbling down I don't know why I choose to ignore Any signs of anything Cause my head is wearing thin Wish someone could understand But everyone has other plans for me And I see why they want me Maybe I'll try hiding somewhere And I will find all my answers hopefully I make it out alive, and I will find a sign of anything A sign of anything A sign of anything