Lookin' back now, it's hard to believe I had no doubt we'd last forever You can't get around a hurt that mean No point in holdin' it together So I dove into the deep end of the tears he left me in Head under the water, thought I'd never learn to swim Took everything I had to get back on my feet again But I'm the happiest I've ever been I spent a while makiin' it make sense But the bad days outnumbered the good I about lost my mind tryin' to clear my head And I started to think I never would But then I turned a corner and I caught a second wind The sky hasn't been this open since I don't remember when Stopped readin' through old pages, started pickin' up the pen And I'm the happiest I've ever been Ah (oh) Ooh I go to church on sundays and I go out with my friends I met somebody new who holds the door and holds my hand And I just got back from hell and, hell, I'd do it all again 'Cause I'm the happiest I've ever been I'm the happiest I've ever been I'm the happiest, the happiest I've Happiest I've ever been