Hey, it's me again I know you won't pick up I just wanted to say I'm not okay without you Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, girl I've been fighting my thoughts all night Your memory don't play nice Every promise you ever made Now they cutting me like a knife You turned cold, I stayed warm I stayed real, you changed forms I was building us a home You was packing your bags all along I was holding you down in the rain You was dancing in someone else's Sun Now I'm here talking to my pain 'Cause you already moved on You left me on read, on read Now I'm drunk texting regrets I gave you my chest, my best You gave me pain and distance You left me on read, on read Now I can't sleep in my bed I loved you more than myself Now I'm learning how to forget I saw the signs, I ignored them Thought love was enough to fix it I was praying for your attention You was out there acting different Every I love you felt scripted Every touch felt borrowed time I was drowning in your ocean You was already on dry land Now I don't trust what my heart says 'Cause it lied to me before I gave you all of my darkness You still asked me for more You left me on read, on read Now I'm drunk texting regrets I gave you my chest, my best You gave me pain and distance You left me on read, on read Now I can't sleep in my bed I loved you more than myself Now I'm learning how to forget If loving you was my mistake Then I don't wanna be right I lost myself trying to save Something already dying I still check my phone sometimes Like maybe you'll change your mind But silence be louder than words And yours be killing me slow Yeah, it's me I won't call again after this Take care, okay