Crows circle over my castle (my castle) So cold at the dead hour (so cold) No sleep in the land of grief Wandering in the night Eternal martyr Sharp-thorned everbearing sorrow I crave silence for the worn-out mind Through the night I bleed to see the star rise (Star) Too evil to even exist To feel is to piss on the gift To live is for me to be sick To be far beyond is the bliss So time wash away all the sins To be by the throne where he sits To leave from the prison of skin So fix me a cruel crucifix Slaying the sacred martyr Impaled on evil, awful Crosses emit cruel torture Cursed to exist, not to die Who am I? Shadow shall sing unfortune World held in disdain One with the rain World held in disdain One with the rain To feel is to piss on the gift To live is for me to be sick To be far beyond is the bliss Die my love, be with death Neglect every breath Ascend the weak flesh Let dark be your dress Die my love, be with death Neglect every breath Ascend the weak flesh Indulge nothingness Too evil to even exist The scorn spreading out from within Too cold to embrace what is real So I seek a lie to believe The night is a sealed abyss The chamber of tortures I'm in Forget and forgive everything And give me a kiss when I leave Your eyes say nothing But disgust, soul-crushing Null, null and void of love Beautiful suffering Beautiful tortures, loveless rite Ugly night Abyssal instance Ungrateful mission