Thousand times I've told you I'm not one to save Helping hand I made sure that you knew your place I know my place, I know my place, I know my place Hey even though I said I'd fuck you up I can't stand to see you get like this I don't wanna be the one That has to run around And tell you that you're missed Even though I said I'd listen Lately you stopped making sense I'm not good enough to treat The parasite disease That’s been plaguing your head Maybe I just don't understand Even though I said That they’re nothing but words My brain still tries to find Something to get behind And even for no reason I'll still look for meaning There's nothing here to gain I'm as ill as you say With nothing left to give Malnourished, turning gray Just look me in my face When I talk to you Cry but have a reason Don't act like you always knew I guess I was right And in the end I'd grasp at you Knowing you had always wanted to leave, to leave And if I begged you to listen Maybe I'd get you to give me some time Maybe I'd be just like back when you cared But really you'd shut me off I want your pity so hear me out I should embarrass myself for your love I should embarrass myself for your love I should embarrass myself I will stay still in the memory Here we don’t move, and you’re still there And nothing ever changed at all today I tried my best to cure our symptom Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh