3 AM, jolted out of sleep Head in hands, did an awful thing Fell in love with you in a dream It's not real but it felt real Flashing colors, it was so vivid Skin still burning from the things we did Far flown picture from the good sweet kid Oh I knew you, confused Don't mind my face It's flushed, it's fine Don't brush my waist I'll lose my mind Saw it in a vision that I can't unsee Shouldn't have the image of you next to me Distorting how I look at you Before, I never looked at you I'm suffocating sitting in your room, it's fine though Frustrated, willing you to read my mind, so From now on I won't look at you But, oh my God, just look at you Pros and cons, trying to weigh the odds Is it worth losing what we've got? Spiraling then you drop the bomb There's somebody, and it's not me Don't mind my face Don't push, I'll cry Woke up too late Story of my life Saw it in a vision that I can't unsee Shouldn't have the image of you next to me Distorting how I look at you Before, I never looked at you And you just got a girl, but I feel so okay 'Cause I was never gonna tell you anyway So from now on I won't look at you But, oh my God, just look at you And you two had the party feeling like my funeral I just had to leave, you walk me out per usual Out there on the street, you beg me to be truthful And I knew it, that you knew it Turns out this whole time, the door had been wide open I don't know a good thing till I see it broken I called you a liar in a bad, bad moment And I blew it, now it's ruined