I drink whiskey straight since you left me And get drunk alone these days, it's depressing I scroll through my phone just to watch people post That you're in heaven I sit outside just to talk to the stars Barely play this old guitar Traded Sunday service for the bar Thought about crashing out in your old car Damn it, I hate the way I miss you Try to write a song, put tears on a tissue Found the bottom of the bottle doesn't help me forget you And I don't think it ever will 150 on the dash and it keeps getting faster Run a red light like my life doesn't matter At this point I'm doing anything to fight for closure Since the day you passed away, I ain't been sober Blackk, I hate the way I miss you Try to write a song, put tears on a tissue The bottom of the bottle don't help me forget you And I don't think it ever will 150 on the dash and it keeps getting faster Run a red light like my life doesn't matter At this point I'm doing anything to fight for closure Since my best friend passed, I ain't been sober