I Hate The Sun

It’s not like I don’t wanna go outside
It’s not like I don’t wanna feel the light
But everytime I do I feel more lonely
The corners of my room they really know me

Part of me is scared of what I'm like
Cause even when I go to close my eyes
Darkness is my favourite kinda daydream
And I don’t ever see myself escaping

Oh I don’t know why

But I hate the Sun
It makes me feel guilty
Nobody wants
Somebody who’s empty
I try to be better but trying won’t make me less numb

Cause I'm like the clouds
The grey and the heavy
Shut everyone out
Till nobody gets me
Will they be sat at my funeral saying how she was no fun?
‘Cause I hate the Sun

It’s not like I don’t wanna be okay
It’s not like I’ll be happy when it rains
But every time it does it kinda saves me
At least I'm not the only one that’s breaking

I don’t wanna spend every day of my life
Crying in bed as I'm cursing the clear blue sky
But in the end I always say the same thing

I don’t know why

But I hate the Sun
It makes me feel guilty
Nobody wants
Somebody who’s empty
I try to be better but trying won’t make me less numb

Cause I'm like the clouds
The grey and the heavy
Shut everyone out
Till nobody gets me
Will they be sat at my funeral saying how she was no fun?
‘Cause I hate the Sun

I wanna lie here on my own
I wanna dance inside my storm
It’s such a perfect day to find myself alone

But I hate the Sun
It makes me feel guilty
Nobody wants
Somebody who’s empty
I try to be better but trying won’t make me less numb

Cause I'm like the clouds
The grey and the heavy
Shut everyone out
Till nobody gets me
Will they be sat at my funeral saying how she was no fun
Only remembered for everything I could’ve done
Cause I hate the Sun