One more lap around my room Yeah, that's the microcosm where I rot Gregor samsa, deformed and lost A metamorphosis at what cost? Maybe I'm just a bug in the code A simulation wrong, a broken node Strange thing, no fix, no reset An outcast made of human regret In my restless dreams, I see these walls I swore I'd leave yeah, I said it all But I never did And now I fall I'm alone I've become so small I live in a house without doors No way out, no open floor I can't escape myself, I'm blind I'm trapped inside my mind I'm trapped inside my mind They say fire turns steel to blade And temptation builds moral weight But fuck that I just wanna breathe art Fall in love, feel whole, take part Not fight for crumbs, or break my hands Climbing hills and crushing plans I'm like a ghost stuck in the mist A shadow screaming: Do I exist? If I die here Do I haunt these halls? Or does my soul break through the walls? This smile I wear, it's camouflage Hiding pain like sabotage You'll never know what I've concealed The cost I carry stays sealed In my restless dreams, I see these walls I swore I'd leave Yeah, I said it all But I never did And now I fall I'm alone I've become so small I live in a house without doors No way to get outside I can't escape myself I've tried I'm trapped inside my mind I'm trapped inside my mind This prison cell was built by me Locked myself in and lost the key It's not just loneliness It's worse A creeping curse, day by day It hurts It strangles, it poisons, it mocks the light It crushes hope with all its might But still I search Some way to break Some crack in the wall, some path to take To leave this shell, to feel alive Forget these walls Begin to thrive I live in a house without doors Where silence screams and my voice is torn I can't escape myself I try But I'm still trapped inside my mind I'm still trapped inside my mind I'm still trapped inside my mind Darkness falls inside this cage And if not even God can save me Then I'll deal with this demon called life And carve my meaning out with a knife What's left to say becomes how I live I lay the ground I warn, I give Love is the absurd that costs to keep It's the poison I drink so I don't fall too deep So I don't fall too deep This house is full of unfulfilled things Lust, dreams, and songs with broken wings Emotions that never saw the day That stayed locked up, just rotting away I live in a house without doors No way out No peace, no cures I can't escape myself I try But I'm still trapped inside Inside my mind Inside my mind Inside my mind