Deep inside my soul Empty to the core But you'll never know You'll never know Friends become a foe Out of my control But you'll never know You'll never know I'm trapped in my head This place is a mess But one of these days I will leave this behind like I wished I did I'm trapped in my head This place is a mess But one of these days I will leave this behind like I wished I did I wish I did I wish I did I wish I did Never had the confidence to say something I kept quiet till they made me break something My father left the house I didn't say nothing Now mom and I don't talk enough to say something Usually these kids want sympathy before they bleed But they're giving nothing back to everybody who is in need Who am I to speak I'm just a lonely man in need of four letter word that no one can preach I'm trapped in my head This place is a mess But one of these days I will leave this behind like I wished I did I'm trapped in my head This place is a mess But one of these days I will leave this behind like I wished I did I wish I did I wish I did I wish I did