As the world falls down I can drown you out Silence taking over my mind How wonderful it is to feel But strange how I still hate myself When there's no one around to despise me I can't pretend I was destined to be who I am All I need was the flare to light me off Dynamite I envy all the fireworks How beautiful the colors fade away Waters in my eye, they dry it off To light me like the weapon that I am A monster that I am How useless I am I envy all the fireworks How beautiful the colors fade away 'Cause you'll walk away I didn't even try to make you stay Your shadow's keeping me alive How beautiful it is to feel But strange how still I hate myself 'Cause there's no one around to embrace me Then I might pretend I was destined to be who I am All I need is a flare to light me up Dynamite I envy all the fireworks How beautiful the colors fade away Waters in my eye, they dry it off To light me like the weapon that I am A monster that I am How useless I am I envy all the fireworks How beautiful the colors fade away Time is wasted Silence is more than I could wish for Seamless Dreaming Waking – 'cause no one lives forever We're born to die alone I envy all the fireworks How beautiful the colors fade away Waters in my eye, they dry it off To light me like the weapon that I am A monster that I am How useless I am I envy all the fireworks How beautiful the colors fade away The weapon that I am A monster that I am How useless I am The weapon that I am A monster that I am How useless I am I envy all the fireworks How beautiful the colors fade away