I've been looking for a paradise, but I can't find I can't see you in my eyesight Baby, I'm too high To feel fine I've been looking for a paradise, but I can't find I can't see you in my eyesight Baby, I'm too high To feel fine I got fucked up again Desperation in my brain I got fucked up again Just a paper and a pen And I'll write my last note Me and my coat, always cold I'm leaving, grab my suicide note Everything aching, eveybody hates me Everything aching, eveybody hates me Baby you can blame me, but I know you love me Real soon I'll be dead, one more day, I just bled I've been looking for a paradise, but I can't find I can't see you in my eyesight Baby, I'm too high To feel fine I've been looking for a paradise, but I can't find I can't see you in my eyesight Baby, I'm too high To feel fine