I'm sorry, I can't come I really wanted to go I want to see all the things I dreamed of seeing five years ago I wanna leave But I can barely leave my room I wanna pack all of my things I wanna see the world with you But I love the way I feel when I'm alone Hate to say it But I'm scared of being vulnerable Say I'm fine Cause all the ways its torture coming up my throat It taste like everything I'm trying to let go