Stuck alone in bed Those songs won't stop replaying in my head Because the Sun still wasn't rising by the time that I woke But I'll just write a hundred letters, pass it off as a joke Until we make amends Right now we'll have to play pretend Time is so harsh on you and me I try too hard to run while I can't breathe Didn't care to think if I should go take a walk I should've told myself to slow down But instead I just talk, and talk, and talk If only I could tell myself from before You could always run a red light, you just might crash through the door Tell myself I try so damn hard to feel like I'm not so lost If I wasn't, you'd probably be right here We wouldn't fall off Then again, it's a repercussion of the times that I sucked Til we're better, I'll keep on singing songs so I don't erupt Self polarity The learning's hard, but failure comes for free Over and over I keep leaving, scared of making mistakes But please don't shut up about us, cause I need more time to waste My heart is split in two (in two) You wished upon a star, it burnt the roof You feel like all your thoughts are spinning, all you're seeing is red You tell your friends I hate her voice, but it's still stuck in my head Didn't care to think if I should go take a walk I should've told myself to slow down But instead I just talk, and talk, and talk If only I could tell myself from before You could always run a red light, you just might crash through the door Tell myself I try so damn hard to feel like I'm not so lost If I wasn't, you'd probably be right here We wouldn't fall off Then again, it's a repercussion of the times that I sucked Til we're better, I'll keep on singing songs so I don't erupt It's late at night, it feels different than in the early morning Two times I rethought 'bout how you looked at me like you were storming It's too nice outside To create lightning in the sky Think about it harder, we don't have to overcomplicate it Wouldn't overanalyze if I were you, could we stop playing? There's so much tension, I'm really just having fun Cause whenever I get upset, babe, I'm only craving your love (uh) Didn't care to think if I should go take a walk I should've told myself to slow down But instead I just talk, and talk, and talk If only I could tell myself from before You could always run a red light, you just might crash through the door Tell myself I try so damn hard to feel like I'm not so lost If I wasn't, you'd probably be right here We wouldn't fall off Then again, it's a repercussion of the times that I sucked Til we're better, I'll keep on singing songs so I don't erupt (I don't erupt!)