You feel so close to me I can’t let you go Surreal You hold my demons down I feel alone Bur promises won't let me die I wish I could erase my life But I don’t care, can't find a way to hold me down I'm watching as the stars align In Kuiper will the world collide You feel like a whisper in this crowd I hope you understand that Heaven feels like hell And my thoughts aren't getting better Through it all I wish you well And I hope you keep my sweater If my world could fall apart And my thoughts were work of art I won't show it to you ever I won't ever show my heart I hopе you understand that Heaven feels likе hell And my thoughts aren't getting better Through it all I wish you well And I hope you keep my sweater If my world could fall apart And my thoughts were work of art I won't show it to you ever I won't ever show my heart Yes I said I'm starting again I'm off the nicotine my thoughts and I becoming friends Huh, will I get through till the end Ignite my tendencies with kerosene don't need to pretend I think I'm starting to sober up I hate my past and I wanna cover up I'm apathetic gotta love feeling numb But maybe someday I can say I hope you understand that Heaven feels like hell And my thoughts aren't getting better Through it all I wish you well And I hope you keep my sweater If my world could fall apart And my thoughts were work of art I won't show it to you ever I won't ever show my heart I hope you understand that Heaven feels like hell And my thoughts aren't getting better Through it all I wish you well And I hope you keep my sweater If my world could fall apart And my thoughts were work of art I won't show it to you ever I won't ever show my heart