My heart starts pounding out my chest, out my chest I feel it every time I read your text, read your text Your spotlight's burning out give it a rest So obsessed Had a shot, but too bad you missed I can't believe I used to wanna kiss your lips But the texture of them changed, after what you did Hitting up my friends Why do you pretend like you didn't? So where do I begin? Dear diary, he's playing tricks with my head I better write this down, so that I never forget Dear diary, he'll leave my heart in a mess He did it once before, and he'll do it again This chapters called where I went wrong, I went wrong Thinking I could trust you, that's my fault, that's my fault And you can say you're sorry all you want, all you want But you're only sorry you got caught I can't believe I used to wanna kiss your lips But the texture of them changed, after what you did Hitting up my friends Why do you pretend like you didn't? So where do I begin? Dear diary, he's playing tricks with my head I better write this down, so that I never forget Dear diary, he'll leave my heart in a mess He did it once before, and he'll do it again My heart starts pounding Woah I feel it every time Oh, ooh