I was with you thinking about someone else You loved me so much, but it wasn't my fault She's so much more understanding than you She's so much funnier and smarter But there's a fire inside of me I'm so confused Because I want to be with her Because I want to be with you And I don't know what to do But I lost you You must hate me now, and I understand I did my best to let this love flow I think the wounds you caused me will never be healed Feelings I can't change And loves I can't forget You did me so good that you caused me trauma I didn't know how to let you go So you had to teach me Your words weren't good for me Your mouth was no longer what I loved to touch I hope I never see you again I'm listening to my heart now and it's asking for rest I still love you But I'm going to go after her now I want her I'm so confused Because I want to be with her Because I want to be with you And I don't know what to do But I lost you I'm so confused Because I want to be with her Because I want to be with you And I don't know what to do But I lost you