One that’s over think everything I lay in burnings sheets In bed I start to plead Please take this weight off me Sometimes I'm hating me I question my beliefs How do I let this go? I need to let this go I can’t with these emotions Conflict to what I know And I don’t know what I need Could use some kinda potion It starts to take control And it’s got me questioning Will I go to heaven? Will I go to heaven? I know that I'm afraid but I can’t ignore the pain So I'm crying on my own So tell me, will I go+ to heaven? Same old so it dries out my lungs Just cut off my tongue Cause no one ever listens, what’s the point of even trying To change at all if I like who I become Why should it feel so good to let it control me? I can’t with these emotions Conflict to what I know And I don’t know what I need Could use some kinda potion It starts to take control And it’s got me questioning Will I go to heaven? Will I go to heaven? I know that I'm afraid but I can’t ignore the pain So I'm crying on my own So tell me, will I go+ to heaven?