Every day I feel a new attachment I feel the fear in her skin and I hate that it's lasted Her eyes tell the story of, a violent touch Though she tries hard to mask it You can confide in me, she says Cut free of all this distress Cleanse your mind, and redefine Is this a tactic to gain my control, ensure my support To make sure that she's sheltered? I sense some truth in her eyes But if this leads us to my demise Where is earth in this conflict? History could just repeat And maybe it's something that we should just leave Even through my greatest reservations Can't help but grow more fond Been given many revelations For a second I swore I saw her soul Escape her mouth as she told me of all her devastations I held her tight, through that cold winter night The sound of a sick serenade, children being slain, and should she know that I'm all to blame A feeling I thought I had felt, sympathy and apathy these were traits I guess that I shut out Killed them all, killed them all Can I be forgiven if I just quit now? I spilled the blood of several thousand Could you still feel my soul If I was lost and I didn't know? They say blessed are the meek If I can't be reconciled, what's my destiny? It was cold, and sky was black placed in a gaze then something in me snapped Just sick of hiding myself, and pretending to be Something more than human, something that could relieve the pain for them, their emptiness There's things you should know, things that I've suppressed, but now it's time to show I'm, I'm not who you think I am I've taken lives Many, many innocent lives And this is all All because of me I was the first to escape I assembled this