Lord knows I've spent too many a nights down wasted on a bathroom floor Lord knows I've loved too many a lies to not believe in love anymore Lord knows I'm headed down a path that'll have me on the wrong side of heaven's door I know he's up there somewhere tired countin' how many times I swore That I try to do better That I try to be good Well I'm leavin' it all behind Settin' out to find my peace Take the sins on my hands to the river bend And pray God wash 'em clean Lord knows Lord knows Lord knows if mama knew the things I done she wouldn't recognize the woman here now Lord knows it was more than my pride that convinced me that I was alone in figurin' it out Lord knows I've let the devil and his fleet toss anchor on sacred ground I know they're down there somewhere I can feel the heat of the fires they shout That I'll never be better That I'll never be good