I stand alone at home tonight Pretend your left hand's in my right I'm sold out and I should die I imagine you stop by Just so you could dance with me This fictional phantom that I've made She's much like you in every way That is, that when I need her most This sorrow in someway love a ghost I find she's nowhere to be seen And my heart cries Now I'm reliving past events The kind a heart can not forget Like the first time that we met The night that I've come to regret Because your smile won't leave me be And as I walk through empty rooms Filled with memories, filled with you I know I've got to get out 'Cause everywhere I go, I found That it's you I hope to see And my heart cries Darling, I barely see You keep me up though you don't know You visit me in my dreams But I wake up screaming: Don't go! Darling, why must you hold me? I said I was sorry I said I was sorry You said that you'd call me Well, I guess we both lied