Wondering if life has passed me by In the night In the night Seems with every breath I've lost control As I contemplate the damage to my battle throttled soul And my mind begins to turn I'm scared to death, I finally learned No one gets a happy ending in the end Looking through the pages of the book That we wrote That we wrote Seems that every chapter has an end But I'm running out of will to find the means to begin again And my mind begins to turn I'm scared to death, I finally learned No one gets a happy ending in the end My time bombs my [?] eyes Lifetime whisper [?] on the line I try just to give myself a chance 'Cause I'm tired of watching this life pass by me I'm only worth what I convince myself to be Tonight Forgetting how it feels to sleep at night I'm wide awake I'm wide awake Close my eyes with wake and with the stop As my eyes begin to terror up a man who's torn apart And my mind begins to turn I'm scared to death, I finally learned No one gets a happy ending in the end My time bombs my [?] Lifetime whisper [?] on the line I try just to give myself a chance 'Cause I'm tired of watching this life pass by me I'm only worth what I convince myself to be Tonight I don't wanna be the one I don't wanna be the one You're running from You're running from I don't wanna be the one You're running from, oh