There's a shadow on the wall She holds my hand and plots against me Spend my life on autopilot Couldn’t hide it And some things I still haven't processed Could it be it's all in my head? While you’re at best when you're not trying You're not trying Tell me that I'm out of touch Tough, 'cause I have never felt love like this Still believing if it gets rough I could fall, I could fall on it Heard you're moving on And I wouldn't blame you for trying I'd leave me, if none of it’s mine Stood me up in September And for the last time I'm coming down, coming down, coming down Like I'm dancing on a wire None of these words feel like mine Would you hurt me to love me right? Risk the fallout, risk a flatline Tell me that I'm out of touch Tough, 'cause I have never felt love like this Scared to death that it won't be enough I could fall, I could fall on it Heard you're moving on And I wouldn’t blame you for trying I'd leave me, if none of it's mine Stood me up in September And for the last time I'm coming down, coming down, coming down And how do you feel like your old self again? How do try and find the meaning? And how do you stay here in the process? 'Cause you make it look so goddamn effortless (effortless) And I wouldn't blame you for trying I'd leave me, if none of it's mine Stood me up in September And for the last time I'm coming down, coming down, coming down I'm coming down, coming down, coming down I'm coming down, coming down, coming down