One day I'll grow up and tell you the things I would dream Maybe you'd listen if I didn't scream everything Maybe I'd live Maybe I'd die I'm sorry for yelling, I just cannot talk when I cry There was a time when I was young I didn't cry, I just had fun Then you swept me off my feet, anxiety And you sat and watched me weep away my dreams If I went out today Maybe I'd live And if I didn't stay Maybe I'd die These tears are all alone in a battle zone And I am laying on the carpet in my room The floor soaks up my screams as I am left alone And I am trying my best to break through To you If I went out today Maybe I'd live And if I didn't stay Maybe I'd die I'm sorry for yelling, I just cannot talk when I cry