We go out but always leave early Make me duck down in your passenger seat And I'll never tell you how much it hurts me, but it does You like me as long as it's secret You'll hold me if no one else sees it And I'm starting to think that it's me that's, the fool 'Cause I'd love to love you in the light And I hate that you make me hide We live in shadows and silence, you'll kiss me as long as I'm quiet But still I check if your eyelids, are closed 'Cause I'd love to love you in the light And I hate that you make me hide I hate that when you talk to me it's usually hushed And I always have to guess whether or not you're in love I don't know how much longer I can hold on But I'd rather have you this way than no way at all 'Cause I'd love to love you in the light And I hate how easily you can make me cry Don't wanna be the girl you only love at night How I hate that you make me Hide I think you've met the girl you're gonna marry And I wanna be happy for you But the truth is it's still hard for me to imagine That it won't be me saying: I Do And you'll cry as she walks the aisle She looks so beautiful in white And I won't even be invited To see you make someone else, your wife