It's a paradise, and it calls my name But I can't keep taking holidays It's a paradox seekin' paradise Thought I'd try my luck and roll it up like a pair of dice Took a break from being present in the presence of a lesson I ain't tryna hear the message, I escape the pain with pleasure, uh Takin' holidays, eating bolognese Wearing Prada shades, sippin' Chardonnay, check the Cartier watch Watch everything in gold chains Melt down everything and go in flames Idols livin' in my heart, what's wrong with me? All I need is time, but time's controlling me Played the game so long, I know it's no winning Left the holiday to get some soul healing Feel like I deserve to have Miami vices But every fleeting pleasure come with sacrifices This is not a liberty, it's license Every holiday got hidden prices, yikes Hold my heart, hold my face I spent too long on this vacation I flew too high, I love this game But I think it's time to land this plane No more fireworks, no more cheers I can't keep that type of pace It's a paradise, and it calls my name But I can't keep taking holidays I can't keep taking holidays, oh It's a paradise And it calls my name But I can't keep taking holidays Life and time are precious so I live it slowly Let go of the purp' like it's a new parole Engine going out, I was losing my drive The truth is all around, but I'm choosing to lie Who would've thought I'd be trusted to be a caretaker? On the beach getting twisted without a hair braider Laugh now, prepare later, rare flavor, fair savor Seeking vanity, it's empty, I'm an air chaser If I had to say it honestly I was too afraid to face my demons 'Cause I wanted what they promised me A handful of lies about resting Don't look at the wreckage, just drink away your depression You could probably kill your anxiety with possessions Wrestle for a second before I ignore the message I don't want the lesson they tryna teach They offer you the world, best believe, it don't come with peace, capeesh? Hold my heart, hold my face I spent too long on this vacation I flew too high, I love this game But I think it's time to land this plane No more fireworks, no more cheers I can't keep that type of pace It's a paradise, and it calls my name But I can't keep taking, I can't keep taking I can't keep taking holidays Oh, I can't keep taking holidays, oh It's a paradise, and it calls my name But I can't keep taking holidays