I've got a bullet in my heart Since the day you decided to tear me apart I've got a bullet in my mind Since I chose to live nobody else's life I've got a bullet in my brain Since I tried to love and then I failed again Sleep well is what you said I told you that sleep is just the brother of death You said that's right but he is nice And he is younger than him I said, tonight, oh tonight they are twins I've got a scar here on my knee 'Cause I fell right at the moment I was free I've got a scar here on my face It took a while to figure out the maze I've got a scar on my machine Well see that one I got at age 16 I've got a scar here on my neck 'Cause some words are worse Than getting slapped Sometimes I feel like open wide Sometimes I just wanna crack my skull This brain we've got we can't control See it's taken over hearts and souls When I was young You were older than me When I was young You were older than me