If I could say no If I couldn't feel this I wouldn't be at a door looking for Someone else who could heal this If it wasn't so strong If it wasn't so often I wouldn't be in a room where I knew There were clothes coming off in But my head is pounding Can't breathe I'm drowning So medicate it Won't complicate it Keep it clean This isn't a thing A daily routine A 'script on a bottle Twice a day to manage the pain But it messed with my brain When this got horizontal Keep you in reach next to my bed In case I need another 'script on a bottle Now that I'm low Now that I'm sober You got me chasing that first high Now That it's over Wish I could kick it Wish I could flush it Wish I could trick my mind into thinking that I didn't love it Can't check myself in Wasn't my intention To get so lost in This intervention Keep it clean This isn't a thing A daily routine A 'script on a bottle Twice a day to manage the pain But it messed with my brain When this got horizontal Keep you in reach next to my bed In case I need another 'script on a bottle When you're around everything changes It helps me deal I spend a lot of time thinking about How good it feels I don't want to crash Don't want to ever be Back in my old reality I prefer the pharmacy Keep it clean This isn't a thing A daily routine A 'script on a bottle Twice a day to manage the pain But it messed with my brain When this got horizontal Keep you in reach next to my bed In case I need another 'script on a bottle