The sunlight on my skin, the breeze through my hair I wish I could be with you, if I could be anywhere Sometimes, I close my eyes and imagine that I'm there Somewhere I matter to you, but life's not very fair, so I'll stay alone I don't wanna rock the boat or blow up your phone The other kids are outside playin' ball, but I'll stay at home Growin' up, other people's sentences Felt like they were made of sticks and stones I guess people like me are better off alone I've been pushed around since I could remember I wish you could respect me for the things I provide And what anger and sadness decide to subside Do you regret the way you treated me while we were alive? Who put that food on your plate? Who stayed up talking on the phone, when we shouldn't be awake, up late? Lettin' our trauma bear it's teeth Fightin' with eachother, didn't see you for weeks, I'm alone The sunlight on your skin, the breeze through your hair I wish I could be with you, if I could be anywhere Sometimes, I close my eyes and imagine that I'm there Somewhere I matter to you, but life's not very fair, so I'll stay alone I don't wanna rock the boat or blow up your phone The other kids are outside playin' ball, but I'll stay at home Growin' up, other people's sentences felt like they were made of sticks and stones I guess people like me are better off alone