[lil happy lil sad] Obligations stacking up Lust to live is dropping down All these feelings fuck me up Breathing fast I'm getting numb Want you to just feel okay I just make you run away Find you crying with the blade I know that I'm the one to blame Let me wipe the blood streaming down your legs Fucking up with all the words that I fucking say Sometimes I can't control what I fucking say I need you to just know I will always stay [9TAILS] Sometimes I can't control what I fucking say (what I fucking say) I need you to just know I will always stay (I will always stay) I could hold your hand as we run away (as we run away) Or I could hold my tears as you walk away (as you walk away) Running out the door while I scream your name We need some time apart thought you'd feel the same (thought you'd feel the same) I don't like the thoughts running through my brain (running through my brain) And I don't like your eyes looking through my face (looking through my face) Weed smoke in my neck, send a text then I pass out (then I pass out) Hit me back like we should chill, but girl it's bad out (girl its bad out) We could smoke and watch a movie here at my house (here at my house) Or I could ruin all we have with words from my mouth Screaming Sometimes I can't control what I fucking say (what I fucking say) I need you to just know I will always stay (I will always stay) I could hold your hand as we run away (as we run away) Or I could hold my tears as you walk away (as you walk away)