I left myself dyin' for so long I've been so fuckin' strong for a long time now They ask me: Lavi, what do you draw inspiration from to write your songs? All this shit is about my life All the mess in my mind That's one of the only things that keeps me alive Finding a little will to live in these rhymes I don't want drugs, I wanna be fine Sometimes I don't know for which side to turn Tryna burn memories of the past I thought I'd leave them behind fast I'm leavin' I'm doin' my best Sometimes I think this is my last time But it's not the first time I've felt bad And there have been worse I'm gonna convert all the days I put in a lot of bloody effort into bucks Niggas say I sing my verses too slowly But that's not just my flow It's my way of expressin' my soul I feel out of breath But I'm livin' Livin' life during death I feel out of breath But I'm livin' Livin' life during death I feel out of breath But I'm livin' Livin' life during death I feel out of breath But I'm livin' Livin' life during death I feel out of breath But I'm livin' Livin' life during death I'm livin' life during death