It's hard to love you Even a little bit secretly I think even I'm tired of this feeling That sometimes I feel I can't help I need to convince myself That you don't deserve what I feel You would love someone I already knew You left me alone in the place we created But I still seem to be there And something in me is saying Just let him go Cause now I see what you're writing That it's really bad when someone you love takes a long time to reply Is she doing what you did to me? Will you now know how I felt? I hope you kneel to her Like I knelt for you Love letters cost me a broken heart And beautiful words Cost me to miss the start Of something that was false Maybe I'm just fighting alone now With you in my mind And a past that I insist on missing Dying and healing with the scars of True feelings that were never reciprocated I may seem selfish But sometimes I wish you felt The way I did Cause I'm not looking for anyone else I've been disappointed by them all Like I was disappointed in you When I fell in love Love letters cost me a broken heart And beautiful words Cost me to miss the start Of something that was false