I know the others my age are better than me I'm turning the pages But this story don't change I'm sorry for everything Even though you don't feel the same You never do You say I'll pay for what I do But you don't get that you're hurting me too You always say I'll pay one day And I already am That's why I feel this way I'll feel like this from sunrise To my grave I try to escape But I can't 'Cause every place I am There's something to suffocate me I'm in a war for peace And I'll never win I don't wanna be a burden I'm tryna move on with so many problems That I keep hidden Mom I'm tryna move on I don't wanna be a burden I'm tryna move on with so many problems That I keep hidden Mom I'm tryna move on I'm not what you want me to be You don't see That waterfall in my eyes I realize I'll never be The daughter you dream of I'm running away to a corner Every day I think I should not stay Mom I've been so strong For too long Mom I'm tryna move on Mom I'm tryna move on